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Libby's brother. [25 Feb 2006|09:13pm]

Totally inappropriate?
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grace [04 May 2004|02:00am]

hi grace,

i wish you were online right now, or first class was working, because I want to tell you that you can now "poke" our favorite (or least favorite) girl.

she makes me way sad now. so sad, that I sometimes feel like crushing things. like really large rocks. with my teeth.

but I guess god (or amida, or avalotishvera... don't know how to spell her name, but you know whom I'm referring to) is just telling me I need to concentrate on school work, rather than on silly, immature things. I really want to believe that god wants the best for me, but I've screwed up and shook my fist at him too many times. how is he suppose to love me back, when I've already put a strain on our relationship? maybe i should just join a cloistered community.

what do you do when you're sad? sometimes I just stop eating. other times I over-eat, and try to stuff away my misery and devastation. sometimes I find a happy medium and just binge; eat a lot, then starve myself the next day. but there is no winning when it comes to food. I know i can never get a tatoo, because when I'm old, I'll be fat, and the tatoo will look terrible because my skin will be sagging.

there isn't one reason why I'm sad, but I suppose the main reason is rejection. rejection coming from many people, forces, and perhaps a certain higher being.

this entry has become inappropriate for leathergloves, but I will continue to post it nonetheless, because of the content in the first paragraph. but typing out that first paragraph is what suddenly made me conscious of the sadness I tried to escape an hour ago.

that is all.
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elaine's so curious she cannot sleep... [25 Apr 2004|04:37pm]

does (fat) hot girl shave her legs?
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[24 Apr 2004|11:13pm]

me: mannnn, hot girl looks like margaret cho!!!
emily: *laughs*
me: *slight pause*
me: NOT the comedian!
emily: WHAT???!!

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[15 Mar 2004|01:57am]

I said "HI."
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[25 Feb 2004|11:18pm]

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[02 Dec 2003|05:36pm]

i saw hot girl in my dining hall tonight.

i was too... i don't know what exactly, probably some negative emotion, to be happy or sexcited.

so I passed her once and glared at her as I was walking in the dining hall and deteremined she is rather short for I was the same height as her while wearing my 1.5 inch banana republic flip flops. I got my rice, banana, some noodles and sat alone at the table behind her. she was talking with a friend who's voice was loud while hers was quiet. I just sat there being some negative emotion and ate a bit of the rice, but I mostly just sat there and poked the noodles around. after ten minutes, I left glaring not only in her general direction, but at everyone around me.

i'm going to develop crinkles around my eyes. smiling does that to you. so does glaring. there is nothing else I can do with my face but smile or glare. what does god want me to do?

there are a lot of blondes in my dorm. and asians. it feels cliquey. I don't belong in my dorm.
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OMG [23 Nov 2003|02:20pm]

OMG. I Need to do my essay.

OMG. I found this picture of cute girl, but it's too dangerous to put up on the internet right now. Perhaps later, in a private post, after I upload the image. HAHAHA. oh god. Q: should i really post it up? mamaG might go crazy. CRAZY IN LOVE as BEYONCE WOULD SAY.

hi stella. what up?
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today was definitely, definitely a mylin day. [19 Nov 2003|09:37pm]

mylin in the morning
mylin in the evening
mylin during lunchtime
mylin on a bagel
so i can see her anytime

ok i'm getting obsessive.
so i saw her as i was leaving beebe to go to taich this afternoon. she was eating with some friends at the beebe bell desk. i smiled all the way to taichi
then, miss e told me about dead serious...and the possibility of her being in it.
of course, we went, and she was there. as cute as ever. oh my.
thennnn... i walked with the poor poor stressed elaine to schneider.
as i was walking back to beebe, i saw her again!
oh my god. i was thinking, "ok grace you can do this. say something to her"
but my mouth was filled with pear. and i didn't say anything. she looked up at me too!
oh so close so close. mylin, don't graduate. stay here with elaine and me. you bring us so much joy you cannot imagine
mylin and hot girl andy should stay here for three more years. they've got stalkers. they've had expectations to fulfill. yayyyy...
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[19 Nov 2003|01:29am]

[ mood | jealous ]

so elaine kept on saying that the cute little one is hers.
she's not.
because the cute little one is mine.
and i would not crush her like elaine would.
i like it when she's sad and kicking stones.
that's very cute.
like her.
i would pet her and pet her and pet her,
and make her do a monologue just for me.
oh. mylin mylin mylin~!

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[19 Nov 2003|01:29am]

[ mood | anxious ]


you think you're so tricky, changing everthing just so you can "have" mylin.. but there's a reason why she's MYLIN... BECAUSE SHE IS MYLIN!!!!!

you are mean. :0(

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